宿命論

Martin
歌手：Chet Lam
作曲：The Pancakes　填詞：The Pancakes 編曲：Chet Lam

Maybe twenty-first's not the right time
Maybe my expectation's a little bit high
Or maybe cos I was still drunk since May
Or between us there is nothing to say

To be frank I have forgotten your voice
To be honest I can't even remember your face
Somehow in my heart you've occupied a place
Every now and then you make me fall　You bring me sore

So by the time you came passing by　
I knew it was all designed　
I knew there's no place where I could hide　

You know I can't decide
You know I can't deny

So by the time you gave me your smile
And then you left me behind
Oh Martin you messed it all up
So how you took me up into the sky
Let me fall 　and let me cry

All along I'd been waiting for your call
After all just a simple lie is nothing at all
But you've decided not to call anyway
Cos between us there is really nothing to say

So by the time you came kissing me
You know you're confusing me
Oh Martin you know it's all wrong
So how you threw me up into the sky
Shot me down and said goodbye



昨晚溫習的時候，不經意閃進腦海的一首歌。
一首好愛的歌，甚至忘掉了我有否放過在日記裡 ……

So by the time you came passing by　
I knew it was all designed　
I knew there's no place where I could hide　

You know I can't decide
You know I can't deny…

一種中箭的宿命。
聽著這首歌，好容易聯想起陰鬱的下雨天。



剛剛今日同Lillian & Ann講起呢個日記，大家都表達︰經常地copy & paste歌詞係ok 狗賊 0既行為…但仍然想做多次，因為太鍾意呢首歌，而且…始終或多或少都係一種sharing，我一份好深 0既感覺。


晚上忽然收到有關internship的消息，不過自己仍舊繼續等待中…心情忍唔住灰暗 0左少少，愈來愈忐忑。當然只可以繼續等，但…那一刻，好掛住，好想收到一個msg，一個不相關的就好…走火入魔啦？


然後無端端傾 0左一個鐘電話…點解忽然間我好似有好多事唔知咁 0既？有d心悸…人腦 0既構造果然複雜， 無法理解神如何創造… ><


最後，特別點呢隻歌俾Martin… (要聽就自己諗方法啦)
唔駛諗多，不過真係等緊你返 0黎…also Kat…我時日無多，free time話完就完…